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Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005
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yes, my friends, i have made the change over to a new el-jay. but wait! if you please, you can add me over at ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) paintsmebleu and we can be cool together. alright? alright.
let's fall in love or something.
Becca
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Monday, September 26th, 2005
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it seems like i am a trainwreck waiting to happen. like i'm thisclose to screwing up everything but i'm going too fast to slow down, so all i can do is give it my all and hope for the best. does that even make sense?
but really. i am loving my life. i'm making new friends who are awesome and rekindling relationships with people i haven't even seen in forever. sometimes i feel awkward and weird, but most of the time i can't help but crack a smile because everything is going right for me. my classes, my friends, my head, my heart. it's all slowly falling into place.
and i know that i failed my geometry test. and that most of the time i go completely unnoticed by everyone else. and i honestly don't give a fuck. this is my time to shine and i'm going to try my best and make the most of everything i'm given. just enjoy life, cause you know most people don't have all the oppertunities i have. i'm lucky.
143. you&me. <3
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Tuesday, August 30th, 2005
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I want to be everything that I'm not. I want to write the songs that lull you to sleep at night. I want to be your last thought before you fall asleep and your first thought when you wake up. I want to be your bedroom poet.
Sometimes i see how the most interesting and influential people are the most fucked-up. I can conform that I've got the chaos down to a science but it seems that nothing I do really matters. Have I made an impact in anyway? Do I have any influence over my peers? Does what i say and do even matter?
I look and I seepeople who have left behind songs and ideas and revolutions to their name and I wonder, 'Could I be one of those people? Have I done anything worthy of rememberance?' It's hard to tell, but I'll just continue living and loving and creating, and see where that takes me.
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Saturday, August 13th, 2005
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do this anonymously.
1. one secret.
2. one compliment.
3. one non-compliment.
4. one love note.
5. lyrics to a song.
6. how old you are.
7. how long we've been friends (or where you've seen me before, when you added me.. etc).
8. and a hint to who you are.
an actual entry is on the way, cross my heart.
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cheerful.
amazing.
thoughtful.
mellow.